Hello Tonya,
I understand, and I am sorry for whatever is going on. The one thing about this medium community I have experienced and have been blessed with is: This community is full of encouragement, and inspiration. I have been here for a year now, and this community is full of some wonderful people. When I was diagnosed with cancer, and had 44 days of radiation treatment, I would open my account, and read all the encouragement I needed and them some, I was receiving prayers daily, and it all made me feel so much better, physically, and mentally. It also helped my cancer numbers are soooo low right now. All but erased.
I wish you well, and my best advise to you is keep writing.
My prayers are with you,
AL.